I am currently in a weird state... I'm confused. Confusion was never my thing.

In the next few weeks events could happen in my life that would change things completely (hmmm... I think I'm over-reacting). I was hoping to get to clear it all out in my head before I write but this whole blogging thing could help me sorting things through.

My career isn't really picking up and I'm not liking it anymore. Not getting promoted last year was a real downer for me. Not only that, but not having any sort of motivating factor got me thinking, am I where I want to be?

I used to think that when I do my job well, I will get rewarded. Sadly, it wasn't what I expected at all. It is this that makes me think of moving to a new company, a new job. I have been tapped by a friend to work for the company she's working for. It would still be in I.T. I think I'm liking the field but more the project management side of it. I'll see where the whole application thing takes me.

Also, I have talked about my plans of doing musical theater this year. I don't know how much time God will give me or if opportunities will come my way. This is something I really want to do and I just hope that I'll get a chance to do it.

I'm just not happy... :(