This Ain't Right

I just got back from choir practice. Voice a tad hoarse. I wanna smoke a cig but crap, I forgot to buy one. I'm oddly sad. God knows why.

I feel like life now has been hazy for me. Sure, I should be basking in the glory of independence (or to some, not living at my parents' house anymore), but I just don't know what's wrong with me.

I read my friends' blogs and I feel a tinge of animosity from their latest experiences. I feel lonely. That's it. Lonely.

It's happened many years ago that I missed out on making better friends of a certain group. Now they've all moved on, and sadly, without me. They're doing well and the chances God gives me to see them on certain occasions are very much welcome. I am happy for all the successes they are getting.

Lately, having gone through what seemed like one of the toughest decisions of my recent life, I still am not at peace with myself. I feel robbed. Again, I don't know why.

I miss seeing my Southie friends. I wish I were with them more. Jealous, maybe, with the fact that they are enjoying themselves here and that they're enjoying without me.

Well, to make things feel better, I do like the evenings I spend with my friends from work. Spending almost every night at Oakwood, at a friend's apartment. Spending weekends at the pool and getting tanned. But I'm again struck with the fact that these people are leaving very very soon. In a couple of months, I'll be lonely and cooped in my condo. All by my lonesome.

I guess it's just one of em days. One of em days that I hate. Fuck it!

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Off to dinner with a few friends after choir practice and we bumped into one of the country's icons. Her "highness", Melanie Marquez. Can I say, she's really nice... and dang tall!

House Warming

My new condo pics taken last night during the first house warming party friend's from work threw for me. They got me really nice stuff for the place. I'm a happy boy. Thanks to Normie for these pictures.

The Condo

Pic taken of the condo I'm renting these days. Interiored by friends and family. Accent ideas by Normie, one of my best gal pals! General concept by yours truly... hehehe.

My fave HK building

I was recently in HK over the Feb 24 - Feb 27 long weekend. Thank God for Friday holidays. Went with four friends from work. The pic above is of my favorite building in Hongkong. Never really found out the name of the building. If anyone of you knows, do tell me. Just click here to view the HK set where the rest of my Hongkong pics are at. Enjoy (and don't forget to comment)