I hate this new year. I have told a few friends that I'm scared of this new year. It will be too much for me and I don't know if I'll be able to handle it. It's starting the way I know it would start. Too many departures.
Sucks to be me, really. My best"est" girl friends in recent years are moving on and it has been crushing my heart. I won't admit it but they are that special to me. I know things won't be different but they won't improve either. Distance can do things and I'm not being pessimistic about it. People change, even the best of friends.
Be it moving to a different province or a different continent, distance sucks. I feel that friendship isn't like a person2person relationship where you can call it quits so you can move on with each other's lives. I can't tell these friends of mine to "break up" with me.
If ever they get to read this, I want both of them to know that I love them very much and that I wish them all the best things life will offer them. I want them to know that having them in my life has been such a blessing and that I hope and pray that we'll be soulmates forever. *cue It's Time To Let You Go (My Best Friend's Wedding)*
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