I seriously need an overhaul.
I just had a epiphany a few seconds ago. I'm turning 29 in a few days and what have I to say for myself. Sure my career's in full swing but what have I got to prove that? Sure I've gone through relationships but being single now just means they were all failures.
On a different topic, I was browsing through a site I thought I got out of my system and saw a post from someone who's 25 and is looking for someone younger because he wanted to be the one taking care of whoever it is he's looking for. That got me thinking... am I supposed to be in that situation? What if I want to be taken cared of? Have I exceeded my "Best Before" date?
I need something to get me back on the reins and just look forward to what other things life has to offer. I MUST not make relationships be the basis of who I am and what I am. I must.... "review" how to love myself again, just like before.
For now, I'll mope just to get this done and over with.
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